i know very well that some people can't see me leading a happy life . this is my blog and i type anything i want . if get offended , well that's your problem .not happy with what i've typed , well , you're most welcome to leave this humble blog . wanna get involved with my life , i think you better do some good deeds .
. On the Outside .
. very grounded in reality . . everyone else loves to lean on . . quietly strongwilled and selfassured . . They truly know who they are . . comfortable in any social situation .
. On the Inside .
. highly dependable . . can still suffer inwardly from mood swings . . the heights of euphoria to bouts of depression . . adept at concealing these conflicting moods in public .
. Other Areas In Love .
nant in relationships . . Always Wants the last word . . Rare to find . . Caring. Smart . Sweet . Loud . Loyal . Beautiful . Goofy . Easy to talk to . . Everything you ever wanted .
. Easy to please . Loves to smile . . Beautiful laugh . Patient . . Amazing in the you know where . . Bit of naughty .The one a only . Sincere . very cheeky .
. Other Areas In Career .
. hard workers and reliable . . plan things out methodically . . always stick with a plan of action .
“ We come to love not by finding a perfect person ,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ”
- Sam Keen -
Capricorn :
Have you been toying with the idea of redecorating your house, Capricorn? If so, you might actually come up with a few solid ideas, although you'll have a difficult time deciding among them. Sometimes making a list can help you work out the details of each and discern which is the most workable at this time. Look at home decorating magazines and furniture catalogs. Write down what appeals to you. You'll decide something. What fun!
when i look at you
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful
Yeah yeah..
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I, I I look at you
I look at you
Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..
laters !
I know that i just recently met you But i can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all i gotta say How did it happen ? I do not know
“ We come to love not by finding a perfect person ,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ”
- Sam Keen -
Capricorn :
See about using your good relationships with friends and loved ones today to get some group activities going, Capricorn. Chances are you'll feel pretty good and the idea of socializing will appeal to you. See about inviting people over for supper or a game of cards. If you're especially lively, some sports may be just the ticket to get you out and moving. Do whatever it takes to have some fun and get some fresh air today.
ok i know i shouldn't be posting about this cos i really need more than ample time for my revisions . tests coming up and i really need to score really really well . whatever it is , i really wanna post about this . since the Crocs shoes that i wanted has no size , perhaps i should ask my dad for a new pair of shoes though my parents have been nagging at me for those collectable displayed of shoes which belongs to me . hahah . trust my taste , these shoes are awesome !
DCSHOESUSA
(one of my fav. brand for skate shoes)
actually , i've been wanting a high cut shoes . erm maybe mid cut ?
the colour is really awesome . i like !
ah'ah ! . stop ! . look at these varieties of colours below .
i've been eyeing this kind of shoes for months .
finally i got the soft copy of these images !
this red colour is beautifully awesome !
i like it very very the much !
hmm ... what i can share is that ,
im actually an adidas addict girl .
im easily in love with adidas brand .
perhaps i should get an adidas shoes instead of DC .
uh'uh . suddenly , my mood changes .
more to feminity . these shoes below are gorgeous !
so well , i still can't decide cos those listed are just too fantastic .
DCSHOESUSA or ADIDAS ?
laters !
I know that i just recently met you
But i can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all i gotta say
How did it happen ?
I do not know
Friday, February 5, 2010
“ We come to love not by finding a perfect person ,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ”
- Sam Keen -
Capricorn :
Have you been toying with the idea of redecorating your house, Capricorn? If so, you might actually come up with a few solid ideas, although you'll have a difficult time deciding among them. Sometimes making a list can help you work out the details of each and discern which is the most workable at this time. Look at home decorating magazines and furniture catalogs. Write down what appeals to you. You'll decide something. What fun!
ONElost FRIEND !
First day of orientation , i remember approaching a girl and introduced myself to her . She's the first girl i smiled , introduced to and make friends with . Minutes later , i turned to my back and smiled to another girl . i introduced myself to her and i've made another friend . Fate is there and didn't expect that we 3 are so close with each other regardless of the age gap among us . As days past by , we became closer and closer towards each other and there , we built trust within us .
Every morning , i would sms everyone ; my cliques (Fatin , Fizah , Nasyitha , Farah & Lizah) .
'Olaa ! (: . morning morning . where are you ? . meet usual place @ Cafe 1 k' . i miss those routine smsing every single one of them . from 5 , now it's down to 4 .
During lectures , i remember that the 3 of us can't be seperated unknowingly . we always sit together . and during lectures , whenever we feel bored , we can think of crazy ideas and creating crazy nuisance disturbing each other and all . last time , i used to go through a point of time during lectures whereby i have no time to focus and copy down what's being flashed on the screen . and it's always her who volunteered to copy down notes for me .
During breaks , i miss all those sharing of food . from the beginning , never been once i finished my food completely . it's always her who finished up or share my piece . at most , it's Fizah . whenever we didnt feel like eating , we always chill @ Amphitheatre . i even named every corner of the Amphitheatre . and it's always the 'Tanah Merah' which has been our hot spot . we talked out loud , we laughed , we talked craps , think of crazy ideas , gossipings , etc . everything , we do together .
During S&W , just the first session , i already put a red cross to my teacher . i dislike him to the extend i called him 'Setan' . from that day onwards , we always call him by that name . if we didnt go S&W , we usually headed Eastpoint to chill .
Just so many sweet memories are left behind . i felt like as though part of my life's damaged . whenever i know i couldnt take things in hand , i would approached her for advices and a listening ear . a friend whom i really can't be parted with after so much we've been doing things together till the 3 of us are like siblings isNur Fatin. i think it's time for us to let go of her . she deserves what she really deserves . all i can do now is to pray for her , wish her good luck with whatever she's doing in life and may one day , we will meet again and we will . and im taking this opportunity to dedicate a song for you . may you lead a better and blissful life out there .
Friends Forever
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
IM GONNA MISS YOU , FATIN !
we'll meet soon for gathering .
laters !
I know that i just recently met you But i can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all i gotta say How did it happen ? I do not know
Monday, February 1, 2010
“ We come to love not by finding a perfect person ,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ”
- Sam Keen -
Capricorn : Have you been looking to branch out in a new direction, Capricorn? If so, this could be the day you get the lead of a lifetime. Or you might receive some unexpected information indicating possible new sources of income that you could pursue on your own. Whatever they are, new doors of opportunity are going to open for you that could make a big difference in your lifestyle and catapult you into a higher socioeconomic bracket. Make the most of it!
i think this is the nicest among the rest .
laters !
I know that i just recently met you
But i can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all i gotta say
How did it happen ?
I do not know
“ We come to love not by finding a perfect person ,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ”
- Sam Keen -
Capricorn :
Financially, things seem to be going great for you right now, Capricorn, and therefore you could plan to make an investment in your home. If you already own one, you might decide to remodel or redecorate. If not, then you could just haunt realtors' offices for the next few weeks. This is a good time to turn your energy toward improving your own space. Go for it and have fun!
frankly , im stress with school . time is tickling every seconds and i really need buck up . i took a piece of paper and here's the list of things piling up on my shoulder .
[ Studies ]
1. General Microbilogy -this particular module is seriously giving me a hard time understanding every single chapters and because of this particular module , im afraid my GPA may drop easily . insya'allah and im really aiming for at least a 'C' for this module .
2. Laboratory Mathematics -the one and only module i love endlessly . despite not scoring that well for the previous test even though i passed and it's all because of that stupid careless mistakes , hopefully , insya'allah i manage to score an 'A' for it . a must to get that grade so that it can push my GPA up up and away !
3. Quality Control & Assurance -this is the only semester whereby im not sitting for this module . reason being , like told by my teachers , no examination for this module . lucky me . however , tests ! . damn i hate it . somehow , i think i should like it though . well , tests . it's way better than exams . only i know you know .
4. Project Management -thank goodness my group is a step ahead . maybe its because im too kanchong to have prepared the powerpoint slides . now , the only tasks left are the report and touching up of powerpoint slides .
[ Soul Percussion ]- not as stress as studies !
1. Interview -this will be the last round interviewing the Jan Intake '10 . after that , i gotta do the callings for the selected ones .
2. Jan Intake Friday Training -the first training preparation for Jan Intake and still in the process of discussing with my committee members . so yeah .
[ iTalent 2010 ]
1. Student Coordinator -the dates for audition is coming nearer and more work being assigned to us . i hope im able to carry out my job smoothly and jia you to my Soul Percussionist !
see see see ! look look look !
im busy and i wish there are 48-72 hours in a day . yeah , just a dream though . and now , my fever have yet to go away . my sore throat too . and my cough too . and my headache too . ya la . im sick ! . damn .
laters !
I know that i just recently met you But i can't help how you have made me feel I have a bit of a crush on you And that's all i gotta say How did it happen ? I do not know